But when our date came around and he blew me off a little too casually, I questioned my initial judgement. I wouldn't have wasted so many years living the way I did. On BeNaughty, you can find all kinds of people looking to participate in all kinds of casual encounters, including one-night stands, threesomes, affairs, and swinging arrangements. For me, alcohol was always the biggest problem. From Our Partners.
When I was 21, my first boyfriend broke up with me and I didn't have any coping mechanisms other than drinking.
You can also use this list of notable gay Brits to start your own people list. But that underlying fear of being alone and lonely, and all the resentment that comes with that, is still very much there. Even though I've got so many positive things in my life—a great career, great friends, a nice boyfriend—it's always at the back of my mind.
Graham Chapman Died at 48 Graham Arthur Chapman was an English comedian, writer, actor, and one of the six members of the surreal comedy group Monty Python.